Fasting month has started and i'm so bored at home...Not really in the mood to celebrate Hari Raya.. I've been abstaining myself from alcohol...I guess i've made lesser sins this month..haha..I've been doing lots of cooking and cleaning.. haha..i guess being a traditional gal for awhile is not that bad after all...kinda miss school alot..i miss evrybody...haiz...not really looking forward to attachment..I hope i do well...hmm....just wanna get over with...haiz
12:31 PM
Sunday, July 26, 2009
OH god!!I cant sleep right now..I dont know..Probably Im worried bout the projects and exam.. I definitely cant miss out NS1..haiz... my head is spinning...hmm...yr2 is definitely tiring me out.. I've got to endure for my mum's sake.. Im doing this for her..I know what I said is just not me but I kinda mean it..I just didnt want to tell her..its not necessary anyway..we're not close anyway..ok2..hw am i gonna sleep now..ARGH!
2:04 PM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Oh well holiday is almost over..it was so mundane..I went ghost-hunting,riding, rotting at home and as usual facebooking..thank god the report plan is like 80% complete if there's no objection or changes made..im still thinking of doing my 7 common drugs..WALAO!! so hectic and im still rotting now..oh well im glad ryan is out of my life..i cant stand his fucking attitude..he changed alot and my feelings for him is no longer the same..im glad my twins has a girlfriend now.. he has my blessings..i miss sch so much..i hate exams...time is ticking so fast and i'm getting older which i dont like....somehow i dont want to be 18 and eexperience all this shit..i just want my life back when i was only a baby..haizzz..
12:02 PM
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Wow..I feel like it's been so long since i blog..hmm holiday has started and i'm still planning wat to do..I still have to do planning for Nsl project..hopefully all goes well..Its been so tiring and stressful so I hope efforts won't go down the drain..Well attachment has been great and i've been confident in doing the skills but not sure bout next term..haiz...well life has been rather lonely..i'm thinking of leaving ryan and lead a simple life..i guess it was a mistake when i fell for him again..I should've just be single rite from the start..
5:09 AM
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Frankly speaking I strongly agree with annabel. I prefer to confront you two face to face but i didnt get a chance to.I don't understand why are you guys being such hypocrites.We didnt even get to have proper group meetings. You guys didn't even want to do it together as a group. What the hell is this.You guys did all the work. CONGRATULATIONS YOU GUYS GOT WAT YOU DESERVE.!!
7:08 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Life has been rather dull for me lately..I'm not sure why.. I feel like something bad or huge is gonna happen to me..Am i bein paranoid or wat..studies have been stressful n still coping.. I doubt i'm gonna drop out coz i know i'm gonna need this cert..hmm wat else..i need more signs to figure this out man..argh!! so irritating..
5:17 AM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Ryan seems like he's serious bout me but i kinda get confused by his actions..i do feel bad making friends with guys..anyway enough bout him..nw back to sch and i feel like fuck..everything dat i tot poly is fun is totally ruin..argh..boring and frustrating...
3:22 AM
Anger
It's much easier to understand anger than to change it and reduce the behaviour that results from it.You are angry because you are.There are no ten steps to make your anger go away. Anger and agression can both destroy and create. Do not burden yourself with anger or try to walk the ungodly path of perfection.You will never make it.Your best lessons in life will not come from your great successes;they will come from making your mistakes and moving forward.
It's Me
well there's nothing much about me that i can say... two things people know bout me a good listener and observer...but they don really know who i really am... maybe i juz don wan them to know or i'm juz afraid to open up my heart to people... its hard for me to trust people...my nickname is nana.. nana is just my alterego... i think i have split personality ...i could be your worst nightmare or maybe the light of your life...you be the judge...all i can say is only GOD knows who i really am... obviously...
